How did I come to this insight? Some one asked me why I pray Soul Manifestation Review so much. I said my life has bigger problems than others. That is the reason. I have done every kind of prayer to have a child, visited most of the temples, used to do prayer every day for the baby, and whomever I gave mantra or did pooja had children. With out elaborating I exceeded my levels and capacity in the prayer for having a child.
I prayed so much to have a child. Really prayed so hard. Then one day this insight came like a flash of lighting. My paternal grandfather one was a lawyer and maternal grandfather was a jailer. I think it sums up what kind of karma they must have done. My brother suffers from schizophrenia. we used to have so much fighting among family members. Many of the ladies are divorced. Some of the son in law have committed suicide, many people do not live as husband and wife. Many of them do not have children. Cursing and boasting is a common thing during religious function. My uncle 70th marriage was boycotted by his own brother and sister.
If u read the article please pray for me to have a child. Though I have been blessed with a baby girl who is very sweet, may my own story be inspiration for greater understanding and travel the path of good karma. Do not feel sorry for me. When you go to the temple please pray for me to have a son of my own.This is written on 11th day of my mother's death.Lessons in our life are numerous. We can have them one day and not the next. I enjoy some of the lessons I have because they are fun and entertaining. However, some are very annoying, scary and difficult. If you want to have peace and happiness in your life, then we often need to go through these lessons.
